I am looking in her eyes, trying to find a spark.
My heart is broken. Doesn't seem to beat, lately.
She told me on a normal day I am not what she goes for.
But today is not a normal day.
I couldn't let her know this was my first time doing something of this magnitude.
And that truth be told I tend to stray away from her type, too .
But today is no normal day.
Nah, today is a bit different. Like apples and bananas.
I am feeling risky.
I won't let you know it, but this is my first time.
It is all new to me. And to be frank...
All I got to give is my everything.
All I want is my everything
And all I have to give is my everything.
I told her to come for me.
She smiled with a roll of her eyes and told me I would have to dig deeper.
She said "give me more, because I can take everything."
This took me off guard, never met a chick that can take all of me.
I am a "all or nothing" type of guy, anyway.
I gave her more, but I was nervous to give her all.
She said to me "I want to come, but I am anticipating the moment you stop because you got what you came for"
I said to her "Mama, relax. Daddy is in for the long haul. This is a 100/100 situation. And it works better when both parties are satisfied. "
So with my shoulders back, head strong, and confident.
I gave her all of me.
All of me being metaphorically equivalent to the sweat off my back .
I called her mama, and she called me daddy.
I whispered "Come for daddy. I don't want to do this alone."
Her heart pounded and she came and joined me in that short lived eternal ecstasy.
That was the sign, and I will be damned if I didn't almost miss it.
Then I felt that spark and my heart started to beat, again.
The sign said "Welcome to Love or Something Like it"
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
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