Modern Warfare

To lose a battle feels too much like losing the war. I once basked in that same sweet feeling of victory. I guess my feeling if you don't train hard enough or put in enough work. Doesn't mean that you can't win. Some things come naturally as natural. So what? I dig a little deeper, fight a little harder. Love a little more than I need to. Surely nothing less than a broken heart is to follow. So what I conditioned and transformed myself into the perfect opponent. You are so by default. Still doe not make you any less of an opponent. I suppose.
If Love is War and War is Pain and Pain is Love. I don't think I want to play anymore. Who am I to stand in front of a natural. I condition myself daily to do what you were born to do. I mean I have to be a natural at my own game. Right? So what my score is always higher than yours. I feel I have more entitlement to this gold then you do. I work day in and day out. If I try and block your trying then I am a villain.
When is enough. When is okay to throw the towel in. Do I keep playing as long as I have the right team mates? Then quit when they do?