"I hope you recognize me"

I used to to feel so strong, I was foolish enough to believe I could shape oceans.

I used to feel so light. I thought I could walk across them.

I used to feel so light that it would have been a senseless act for darkness to show it's face.

I used to feel like the funniest man alive. Fuck faces, I made your heart smile.

I used to remember the smallest thing, like your birthmark and what it is shaped like.

I used to feel invincible

I used to feel free.

I used to feel your love.

I used to feel together our love intimidated everyone.

I used to feel we were a inspiration to new love, and a sweet memory worth a smile to old.

I used to feel timeless.

I used to feel like it was okay to get lost in your eyes, and find myself in your heart.

I used to...

I used to have the opinion formed that even my best wasn't enough, so I will always be better.


I used to be a fool, foolishly in love.

I used to be hopeless hopelessly in love.

I used to know you.

I'd hope you'd remember me.


I hope you would look at the monster and see the beauty.



-LOVEsoldier